Begging For The Resurrection

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Tue, 20 Sep 2005 20:05:07 GMT

Yeah...so its been a long time since ive updated this...

alot has happened since the last time ive updated...ive gotten even deeper into paintball i just recently spent like $800 on paintball supplies, crazy....i know...

whatever though some good some bad....more good than bad, i found out that a few different girls like me, so thats a bonus, and its pretty cool cause i like most of them too, so its pretty awesome...

~Sam~

Wed, 03 Aug 2005 20:43:45 GMT

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Sun, 17 Jul 2005 21:29:19 GMT

So since ive moved into my new house theres been this rabbit that sits by the door in my room and eats grass and looks in my room at me...well i saw him again today and i got a picture of him this time!!!

Sun, 17 Jul 2005 02:01:40 GMT

So i spent friday night with brandy. she and her mom went to the mall well somehow im not sure of jackie and john ended up with them also and then ramaroo decided to pick me up so that brandy wouldnt have to wait til later that day to see me. that just sucked i had to ride in a car with john.....it sucked and he was talking in this little gay voice.....somethigns wrong here, and talking about his $134 dollar wallet...who pays that much for a wallet...

well we got to brandy's house and then me her and jo walked to the barn for some reason...and sam cox came....what a bitch....

then we went back to brandys and went swimming and then went inside and started to watch a movie and jo had to leave and come back later. then i went and met brandys family....that was........fun...

yeah then we went back to brandys and watched a movie.....it was sweet.

and yeah.....i was talkin top brnady on the phone and i forgot everything i was going to put in here......so.........yeah im done

i miss my baby....

Random things.......and some important

Wed, 06 Jul 2005 05:01:55 GMT

So its Wednesday July 6th, 2005 and its 12:44am, and im still not tired even after getting up at 7am. My power went out today at like 6pm. so i got in my bad and took a nap. i woke up around 9pm because i heard my phone ringing, eventhough it was across the room and under my desk, so i dont know how i heard it but i did. July 1st i went to jackies band party that was interesting.....the soon to be juniors decided to go skinny dipping...brandy and i turned the pool light on while they were in. it was really funny because they all got to "see what eachother was offering"

Then sunday i went over brandy's to chill with her for the day.

um yeah...PEOPLE IT IS QUITE OBIVIOUS NOW, BUT YET YOU STILL ASK.....
YES I AM DATING BRANDY MEARMAN!!!

so i found out that i spend alot of money on things...
I just bought my new paintball gun for $400
as soon as i got it i bought some ups for it another $360
then thursday im going up to BC paintball to buy some more probley around another $100 to $200
and then once i get more money im sending my gun out to Tag Sportz to have a Predator Board installed another $325 to $400
but once i get everything done....watchout cause im gonna have one madd sexy super fast amazing gun!!!

and its pretty cool cause to buy my gun brand new its $800, but i got it used for $400 so really im saving money but it doesnt seem like it. but i dont mind cause its gonna be sweet and thats the point of my job to make money so that i can spend it on paintball, thats the reason i got it...

well im listening to this band Sobriety....anyone here remember them?
they were a band from SPHS....Bryan Dickinson and Alex White and Mike McAvecty...their best song in my opinion is "Under The Rain"

later,
Sam

Sun, 26 Jun 2005 19:27:54 GMT

yeah so i broke my computer....(hard drive). but my dad took it up to best buy and had it fixed. i had a 80gb hard drive and now i have a 120gb hard drive. so it works now. i finally finished my room. theres still little things i want to add but, big stuff is done.
ROOM:
Queen size bed
Pool Table
TV
DVD player
PS2
Recliner
Computer
Drum Set
Marching Snare
Glass Tables
Bean Bag Chair
Kick Ass Stereo
(2 Subs, 10 Speakers, 5 Dics changer, 200 watt reciever)
soon to be...(4 Subs, 16 Speakers, 5 Disc changer, 500 - 700 watt reciever...havent decided which yet)

My Room Is So Pimp.

So i started work on Monday June 20th, 2005 at 7:00am. its awesome. i work with my dad at DND Marine Construction (his company), we build piers, blukheads, boatlifts, ect. its alot of fun i love it. i get payed well and spend my day in the sun getting a nice tan and can go smimming at any moment of the day.

So i started this week off with $60 in my pocket. My grandma likes to play keno and she always plays my birth day (1/10)
and when she hits on it (quite often) she gives me a cut of the money. she hit on it twice this week and she gave me $100 each time. then i washed and waxed my dads friend kenny's 2002 Ford F-350 Black Power Stroke Turbo Diesel. I got $100 for that. Then on friday i got my paycheck i was expecting like $100 or something but no i got $220! i was like sweet!. after i counted all my money i had $533 after all was said and done (it should have been more but after minor expenses i had during the week ($50 to wash the truck,lunch during work) thats what it came too. This week on monday im doing kennys wife's jeep for another $100 and her sons truck for $150 and Possibly my dads friend Kevins truck for $100-$150 havent decided. plus i get my pay check. so im getting like madd money from working.

Im getting my paintball gun that i posted in my last entry hopefully by the end of this week if not next week sometime. and then when i get it its gonna be so awesome.

I went to ocean city yesterday with my dad and a guy that works for him, brian. its was alot of fun. this mexican guy yelled at me for bumping (one that runs the track) and i gave him the bird as i went by. one of the other mexicans came over to me later and told me im not allowed back on that track anymore....i told him"Whatever, Go fuck yourself"

Well Im Out....

Call The Cell If Anyone Wants To Chill Over The Summer - 410 903 3436

~Sam~

Sun, 12 Jun 2005 18:18:33 GMT

i bought this gun lastnight for $406, its $800 brand new!!!!, im so excited to get it!

Wed, 13 Apr 2005 01:07:33 GMT

ryan mcallister is bein a lil bitch....

i wanna punch him in the face

Mon, 28 Mar 2005 20:54:15 GMT

hey, did anyone notice my icon is of a gun?
i love it, its funny, espically since its my gun.

this weekend sucked but was also cool at some points.

wednesday i went to alex's for a movie night, it was basically wrestling with allie and alex because they wanted my lighter.

then i spent the night a james' house

friday i got a bunch of stuff for paintball

saturday i played paintball, i killed my stepdad in paintball, it was so sweet, YEA!!!

then i came home, fell asleep, woke up, dyed easter eggs, chilled, ate dinner, stepdad's friends came over, i got dressed and left, and met james and whit in annapolis and when to whit's house and chilled there til 1:30am when my mom came and got me cause ashley couldnt find his house, man was my mom mad.

she told me from now on she is taking me and picking me up for places i want to go and for now on ill have to be home by 11pm

we'll see how long that lasts.....shouldnt be long.....

Sat, 19 Mar 2005 21:40:00 GMT

man fuck this, mr. powell is so fuckin dumb. what a jackass. last weekend i was suppose to do the stupid floor crew for the indoor guard well the day it was i had to babysit my little brothers so i couldnt go. well i was gonna go this weekend cause they needed people really bad. well linda crosby (BITCH!!!) went to mr. powell asking if it was ok and he said no im not allowed to go. so then alex came up to me and told me to go appolgize to mr. powell and then maybe he would let me go.....YEAH RIGHT, ME APOLLOGIZE TO THAT FAT FUCK, NEVER, FUCK HIM!!!!....i dont care what he thinks i didnt want to go anyway he just did me a favor by saying i couldn't go. jackass!!! i hate that man so much at times.

WHAT A PRICK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thu, 10 Mar 2005 04:23:26 GMT

i got glasses today.

Fri, 04 Mar 2005 00:16:47 GMT

hey wassup,

i found today that my dad is selling his house and wants to move to the eastern shore. this is cool and all cause i love it over there. but i go to school from my dads, so to stay in the area id have to go to broadneck. well i made it a big deal out of it so my dad decided to still sell the house and all and buy a new house but hes gonna rent a house here in SP until i finish highschool, so you aint gettin rid of me just yet, although i know many of you want me gone.

fuck this shit

Mon, 28 Feb 2005 00:42:59 GMT

i have discovered that life sucks and theres nothing you can do about it, besides end it. and life sucks so much, its horrible. my dads girlfriend, yeah i hate her, and no not just because shes only 6 years older than me and only 3 older than ashley. but she gets on my nerves alot. what is it with these bitches that they feel they have to turn kids fathers agaisnt the kids themselves. im tellin y'all if this shit keeps up you'll be seein me on the 6 o'clock news, cause im gonna kill this bitch.

webshots

Fri, 25 Feb 2005 08:28:34 GMT

made a webshots account

http://community.webshots.com/user/beg4resurection

I Am Feared!!! / random entry that talks about a little of everything

Wed, 23 Feb 2005 22:30:35 GMT

so i discovered thats theres many people that think i still like nicole, i dont understand why....shits actually fuckin stupid, espically when we both cant stand eachother, and jimmy, it doesnt bother me that hes dating her, why you ask, cause i could give a flying fuck less....

also ive noticed that these couple guys in my classes that are nicoles friends, when she and i got into a fight once she convinced them to "jump" me....and she told me the guys names and that she told them to and that thye agreed they would, yeah well i met all of the ones that she told me and none of them come near me, i find it funny that some of them are over a foot taller than me or close and they wont come near me, so i ask nicole why and she tells me its cause they're scared. its funny cause i asked her if they know what their getting themselves into when they grab ahold of me, and she told me yes, but now that they've met me they wont come near me, infact the one guy (no names shall be mentioned) was dating one of my best friends and broke up with her because she wouldnt give him head. i wanted to beat his ass so fuckin bad, But didnt because she (my friend) asked me not to. it takes alot to walk past a guy you hate and want to hurt severly and know that if you touch him that you will lose a friend. kinda like my situation with nicole and justin ashley, if i hurt him i wouldnt have her as a friend anymore, well i didnt hurt him and look i ended up losing a friend anyway. so if he ever comes bakc here im gonna give him what i wanted to a long time ago.

ive also noticed im more layed back now. it doesnt bother me on what happens to me. so far this month of february ive gotten two refferals from mr. johnson for a wardrobe mal-function, my pants were too low...i dont even care anymore, ive lost so many things i cared about that it doesnt bother me anymore. but also that means i wont think twice on whippin some ass if i have to. so, im cool with it, haha

ive been listening to Eve 6 alot recently, they are a really good band.

i want to also clear up this situation with nicole and Myself - we have no feelings towards eachother, do not talk, or even act like the other exists. so shut up about her already. and thats for everyone.

i was listening to this song the otherday and it reminded me of how all these people are talking about me and nicole and such and this song basically describes the entire situation, , the song is by Eve 6 its called "Amphetamines", its perfect...cause when its all done we can go on to our seperate lives.

another song was, , which is a good song...i like it

i like many of Eve 6's songs...

well im getting a job, i figured i might as well....and i could use the money as a fund supply for paintball, considering i love it so much and its an expensive sport, so ill get a job and make money and spend the money in paintball....im excited for it...

Sat, 12 Feb 2005 06:55:11 GMT

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worst day/night of my life....

Wed, 09 Feb 2005 22:11:56 GMT

today was the worst day/night of my life...
last night around 10pm i check on my poppop before i went to bed, well he pulled the bandage off his stomach again so i put it back on...as i walked away he told me h loved me, and i said it back.
that was the last time anyone would speak to him again. around 5am this morning i was awoken by my grandma, she told me my dad wanted to talk to me, well naturally i didnt think it was good considering i wasnt suppose to get up for like another hour and a half. well i walked into my living room and saw ashley crying and my grandpas bed empty, so my heart dropped. well then i realized what my dad was trying to tell me, at 12am my grandma got up to go to the bathroom and checked on my grandpa while she was up, he didnt respond, he was pronounced dead later on in the morning around 3am. i figured out alter i was the last one to talk to him, and the last thing i said was that i loved him...

i figured this was a place for your thoughts and figured it would be one to add.....

im an asshole/jerk!.....happy now?

Tue, 08 Feb 2005 00:08:59 GMT

And I am, whatever you say I am
If I wasn't, then why would I say I am?
In the paper, the news everyday I am
Radio won't even play my jam
Cause I am, whatever you say I am
If I wasn't, then why would I say I am?
In the paper, the news everyday I am
I don't know it's just the way I am

so i guess this means i am an asshole/jerk like a certain someone says.....(cough**nicole**cough)

But i'll be nice and not even begin to tell you what you are...because im not gonna lower myself to the level of a little child like yourself.

and i jsut wanted to add something else....if you agree or disagree with nicoles opinion, would you leave a comment cause i actually want to know if its true or not.

and i guess ill begin to act the way im acused of all the time......

~you know who~

Sun, 06 Feb 2005 05:47:15 GMT

so my grandpa came home from the hospital, nad now i have to take care of him, i woulnt mind at all except for getting up at 4am and not being able to sleep during the day, so im pretty beat. life still sucks. i have a good prank goin. i think thats the only thing i can actually say im happy about. um i like this girl, but she doesnt like me, or atleast i dont think she does (and if your all thinking nicole, your wrong, i want nothing to do with her, mostly because she calls me an asshole everytime i see her now or a jerk, so yeah....) so far no one knows who it is, i plan to keep it that way. me and sharon are talking again, like actually friends again. percussion practice sucks. miracas suck major ass. ive been depressed alot lately. im considering killing mr. johnson, i hate that man so much!!! he came up to me on friday and told me if he saw me dressed as i was he would send me to the office for a dress-code violation, i told him i dont care and that he can send me to the office all he wants, and if he would stop looking at me ass we wouldnt have these problems. needless to say my day was interesting. i hate school. i dont want to be there. i dont liek life, life as we know it sucks ass. why does life have to be so bad....i just want it all to end....why cant my wish be taken into consideration, anyone want to kill someone?, im open as a target...goodbye cruel world.

does it even matter anymore?.....

~Sam~ (a.k.a. the asshole/jerk)

Tue, 01 Feb 2005 05:57:37 GMT

this weekend has been very boring for me...

word of advice for all
never start smoking, well actually dont try it, ever!
its just plain bad tasting, it leaves a bad taste in your mouth afterwards
and it doesnt go away unless you like brush your teeth and use mouthwash....its totally nasty
if you are going to have a "bad" habit just go to drinking, theres a variety and some of them even taste good....so smoking = bad, drinking = ok.....

Wed, 12 Jan 2005 00:26:22 GMT

ok so my last entry was rather judgemental....but still it apply's to alot of people...and yes this can mean guys too...and yes we are assholes at times, wether its true that im one quite often i dunno, but thats what im told by a few people...but anyway ive decided that im not gonna let them get to me, and just gonna move on and forget about them. find someone new, hopefully equally as special as the others...guess this means good bye...have a good life, because i want nothing to do wiht that certain side...enjoy your new life...hope you all are happy (seriously i do hope you are) i know i am...well im out gotta work on my paintball gear some more...later all

As Jackie H. Says, "im gonna go glow now,sweet dreams sammy"
~Sammy~ ,as she calls me

Tue, 11 Jan 2005 05:44:31 GMT

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YES!! sharp pointy objects that can hurts others and myself...exactly what they should be used for...harming people and things...its only bes that im a knife...fuck life...
"getting away with murder" - my life theme song!

Tue, 11 Jan 2005 05:36:25 GMT

girls are evil misleading creatures....they say one thing to your face, but say others to everyone else...why cant they just be honest...i know a few in paticular that are major bitches...dont you just love how they can be judgemental on how you look, but yet see a fugly guy and see him as amazingly cute, and most of the time the girl herself isnt that great looking but wont think twice on telling you your bad qualities...evil creatures they are...they all should go to hell they should...greatest part of all is the really bad ones mostly everyone wants to kill....haha Mark Neshelski, dude that was hilarious....
(or however you spell his name)

~You Know Who The Fuck I Am~
But Yet Dont Care Enough To Give Me The Time Of Day...

Sun, 09 Jan 2005 06:35:45 GMT

Calvin And Hobbes Are Amazing!!!

Haha these are so great!!!

i love calvin and hobbes!!!

Sun, 09 Jan 2005 06:24:49 GMT

so today i was lookin at my camera today and found the pictures from bike week in ocean city

(haha its like a scooter)

(my future uncle eric, hes 15)

( i found this in someones yard, lol)

(i found this while i was driving around, and when i say "I", yes i mean me driving around with my unlce who is 15 and doesnt have his licence just as i, wiht no one else in the vehicle, my dad rocks!, lets me drive)

(gayness)

one of the sweetest cars ever made!!!!!!!